why_do_i_care m_e ? 010520 ... unhinged micheal why if i burned everything the pictures the guitar piks the cds i wouldn't be able to burn away all the things in my mind the small film in the parking lot in front of the practice space the gravel watching your car pull away the same night i saw the clarity inside of you i wrote you something that you have never replied to so i can't say if you know but i tried to tell you that i love you 010520 ... m_e she didn't care. but now she does. now she will live passionantly with all of her in all that she does. 010521 ... NinNiy nu nu Why? 010522 ... little fury bug because i heart you. 020619 ... DaMon. My mind likes him, but my heart doesn't. Pity would only worsen it. Why, oh why do the good girls not like the good boys? 040908 ... Syrope it was silly wasn't it? we're not kids any more. i just thought i could keep the idea that it was something more to myself. i don't know why i care. i'll convince myself later that this is how i meant it to be. things will be alright then 040908 what's it to you? who go blather from