this_intense_pain_within_my_soul
gay gizmo
Sometimes
the
pain
in
my
soul
is
so
deep
it
feels
like
the
center
of
the
earth
has
shifted
on
it
.
The
gravity
of
the
universe
resting
on
my
heart
.
A
low
rumble
in
the
depths
of
my
body
.
For
a
second
,
I
feel
nothing
but
pain
.
A
hollow
pain
.
A
hungry
pain
.
A
pain
that
endures.
Can
anyone
see
my
agony
?
Why
not
?
Am
I
not
worht
the
look
?
There
is
that
pain
again
.
It
rolls
in
and
out
like
waves
beating
the
shore
.
The
intensity
of
it
is
always
with
me
.
Always
there
.
Always
nagging.
Always
pulling.
Always
mocking.
It
is
constanyl
consuming
me
,
yet
no
one
notices
.
I
could
never
let
them
see
it
.
I
could
never
tel
them
of
it
,
for
fear
that
they
themselves
,
may
be
endlessy
haunted
and
tortured
....by
this
is
intense
pain
within
my
soul
030202
...
unhinged
it
might
disappear
for
a
little
while
under
certain
circumstances
but
those
reasons
always
evaporate
into
thin
air
it's
times
like
this
i
really
need
a
partner
...guess
im
not
supposed
to
have
one
of
those
190517
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from