my_greatest_fear misstree that you will realize that i'm no good at being a girl. that you'll realize that they're prettier than me, they're petite and polite, and some are smarter and sassier, and some will cook dinner and do dishes, and some don't work as bartenders, whoring out their hours to drunken old leches, and that some will say okay to forever, and want kids, and you will realize just how lousy of a girl i am, and you'll realize you already know one better. 020701 ... drstrangelove i dont really want kids to raise. cook? we can eat out more. ican cook some. i just want u! u and me thats all we need. 020702 ... Mahayana resorting to the pressures of giving you [gods best] it kills me how my love for you causes such anger & rifts [i guess too many people have a problem with me lately] :i just wanna go someplace empty: wonder if emotions have space 020702 ... celestias shadow being useless. having absolutely no point, no purpose. that would be the worst thing ever. maybe death. sometimes it doesn't seem bad at all, but other times, I think about dying and shivers run down my spine. I start to shake. I don't want to be non. I want to be here. I want to be alive. 031130 what's it to you? who go blather from