i_just_kinda_always_thought_that__
i have nothing to say. oh, no, nevermind 020901
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please start insulting me i just kinda always thought that you were in it for the both of us.


then i realized that you're just like me
which translates into
you're in it for yourself.


it's no bloody surprise. i'm used to things like this.
and hey, being accustomed to shit is a way of life.
020901
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please start insulting me would ya look at the bloody ridiculousness of that?


i feel bad for myself because i have to be used to feel like shit, yet i just admitted that i am only invested in things for selfish reasons.

damn, i should really be killed.
or something.
020901
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the corrector used to FEELING like shit 020901
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Jurisprudence I was more giving than this but I'm disgusted to see, glaring at me that I've become so selfish.
Is fear to blame?
What does it matter to you what's to blame when you're so tired and I'm pushing you to give what you work on so diligently to drown?
I just kinda always thought love would heal all that.
100213
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from