i_have_to_say_something ................... i have something i just need to get out and need a place to do it anonamously, so i thought this would be a good enough place to do so. i want to be loved. i need to be loved. i feel so unloved. i want to be held, comforted. i want to be told that it's all gonna be ok. i want someone to tell me that they will never leave me, never abandon me. i met someone. he is the sweetest guy in the world. so easy to talk to, so easy to open up to. almost always knows what to say. even when he doesn't... he's just sweet. i have really started to like him. i think i am falling in love. i have no idea how he feels about me. i mean, i know he likes me, as a friend. he says he likes talking to me. but i just don't know... how much. i can't say anything about because it might push him away. i guess the best thing to do is just wait and see what happens. the thing is, as time goes by i just fall for him even more. i fear that he will never feel the same about me and someday i will lose him and it will crush me. 040619 ... Syrope well...i no longer have anything [new] to say 040619 what's it to you? who go blather from