do_i_love_you SW We spent an eternity on the computer, trading sweet words, and swapping scenes that steamed up our cams. An hour on my cell in the bathroom at my sister's stag and doe. You say you love me. Tell me I'm beautiful. But I don't believe you. I can't. I won't. Everytime I do, I end up getting hurt. I expect to much. So, I don't know what to do. You said "I love you" and I said, "You too." I don't think I actually ment it. And now, I'm pulling away. Saving myself from the pain that I know is enevitable. You ask me why I'm being so distant. Say we never talk anymore. But I can't help it. I just don't know what the hell is happening. I've been numb so long, that I can't understand whats happening. I think about you all the time. I smile and laugh when I talk to you. I trust you.. almost. You've seen more of me than anyone else. Is this what love is? Do I love you? I honestly don't know. Help. 040303 ... SC Shut up, it's not really you. Fool. I don't know what you are talking about, it must be that other one I keep hearing rumors about. 040303 ... ♥ of_course_i_love_you 040303 ... ♥ obviously_you_love_me 040303 ... am even if i fail to show it. 040303 ... stork daddy yes. but that doesn't mean anyone is safe. 040303 ... SW i dont. I never did. 040606 ... kookaburra do i love you? yes. is it only to have someone to love? *ahem* im still workin on that one 040606 what's it to you? who go blather from