break_down gigaphairy Falling I'm falling...It's kind of sad to watch you break down You greedy fuck you've pissed it all away So who will catch you on your way down You've only got yourself to blame...Caught in the breakdown caught in the breakdown... Sometimes I think it's only a matter of time before I break down back to my original parts and start again. Oh. Isn't that dying? 000704 ... pSyche I need this old train to break down. Oh please just, let me please break down. 080725 ... hsg practiced. any semblance of cohesion curiously pulled apart. like a child playing with fire but burned was the mind itself. how can you learn when your learning mechanism itself is getting burned? it's a negative feedback loop until all that remains is without heat. denser than gold separated from instruction, your spirit warms up to the idea of the single thought that creates mind. cooking over coals, you urn your roasting. 080725 ... unhinged change inspiring irrational fear again, but maybe not so irrational after all that with no one around to help me out i might just sink too far to swim back out of 080726 what's it to you? who go blather from