awkward_in_between_state
werewolf
it
isn't
reductionism
that's
hard
...or holism...it's
that
awkward
in
between
stage
called
life
.
Ah
me
....to
have
the
point
of
view
that
matters
most
in
any
given
moment
is
the
holy
grail
i
say
!
020427
...
unhinged
now
when
i
look
at
you
things
are
just
bitter
.
i
used
to
love
every
moment
i
could
steal
with
you
,
but
now
i
realize
that
it
was
my
time
,
my
heart
that
was
stolen
and
every
moment
spent
is
another
moment
wasted
.
i
remember
when
i
wanted
things
to
feel
like
this
and
now
that
they
do
i
just
want
things
to
be
the
way
that
they
were
.
but
you
won't
talk
to
me
.
so
i
try
to
pretend
like
things
are
the
way
they
were
for
the
sake
of
everyone
else
but
it's
driving
me
crazy
.
i
am
a
crazy
lonely
drug
addict
. "
if
you
could
see
through
my
eyes
you'd
know
that
i'm
on
your
side
."
020427
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from