anything_but_goodbye jane we scaled the mountain today, the mountain of tears & giggles, mostly holding each other & looking into each others eyes wondering if we would ever see each other again, at least in the same way that we saw ourselves today. he's off on his heroic archetypical journey, which starts out in a hotel with 20 other men, none weeping so much. his recruiter asked him if he was sick, what is wrong with you? he asked. he explained he had been saying goodbye for the last two days. and how do you say goodbye when you don't want to use the words? you just hold each other, and kiss, and sigh, and sob, and wonder how you ever made it without each other, and wonder why people have to leave. and as for me, i have been relishing in the green light right now, writing my sorrows, and the dog sets her paw on my foot ans sighs a big one, and i kind of want to cry again, but i am so Tired. 080226 what's it to you? who go blather from