swirl
splinken "why are you doing this to me? i don't have time for this." is what my mom said. i said right then and there that it was over. but it didn't end for months.

nothing ever ends with her anger, or anyone else's, but i can make it come across like i've stopped. stopped whatever it is.

but it did stop. when my teeth hurt and the fatigue made me turn to the hallway wall for support. it stopped.

i'm smarter than i look.
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birdmad vanilla with black raspberry and bits of dark chocolate, sharing the pint with you as we sat back on your couch and watched bad movies al night...

honestly, what was i guilty of?
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ClairE I can make her raspberry swirl. 011219
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge [ulva womb, volva, vulva womb,]
[volvere]

Tori
Beene.
Tori
some relationships
with girlfriends
take on
certain roles
right now
This *is*
for Beene
and
I am
in love
with *her*
Beene
Tori.
Beene

[volvere]
[ulva womb, volva, vulva womb,]

lead into songs:
"I am not your senorita I am not from your tribe in the garden I did no crime..."

[any vulva-esq fruit swirling is incrediblly beautiful ... volva, vulva womb, Sanskrit ulva womb, Latin volvere to roll]
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from