she_dreamed_of_fingerpainting
Piso Mojado of smearing red streaks across a large canvas. 030816
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inanna And the winged reptile
rode yesternight
devoured the coward 		030816
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Syrope & not remembering where she wiped the paint her hands 030816
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nomme drops of rain in the air 030817
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endless desire she dreamed of fingerpainting
but not painting with her fingers alone.
instead, she dreams of elbows
and wrists
and shoulders
and knees
and toes
and heals
and chin
and thumbs
all spreading lively colours across her life.
and then she shall dive into her creation
and swim in the pools of paint.
she shall get it in her hair and nose and all over her clothes.
and she shall scream that she is beautiful.
and she shall scream that you can't stop her.
and she shall scream that she is everything she wants.
that she understands life
and loves living it.
that she is content and sweet and lovely.
that she is tame and wild. crazy and composed.
and that she has come to terms with who she truly is and doesn't wish for pain.
she shall scream all those things
because she loves to lie. 		031015
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Road trying to form some comfort for endless 031015
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nom colouring faces
smudges_blur_blue 		031015
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seventeen Jessi wore a necklace.
She had silver rings on her fingers
and a perfect smile,
her happiness made the world beautiful.
rainbows swirled on her preschool canvases
with tiny fingerprints
pressed dramatically
into the dry ends of
swooping lines.
She had brown eyes
that went unnoticed
and she had
two cats
that never played together.
jessi wore black for halloween
because it was her birthday.
Beginnings never made sense.
She dreamed of the simple
the sweet in-between
of fingerpainting. 		031031
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endless desire i really liked that [seventeen]--now known as [twenty] 061020
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