scrub
phil my brain 030522
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User24 sounds like a song

~scrub my brain~
~make it clean again~
lalala

or something..
030522
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endless desire scrub scrub scrub
those dirty tiles in the
yellow bathtub
in the purple bathroom
in the yellow house
with many children
and the fading girl
whos just fading and fading and fading
maybe she is being scrubbed out too
alone she sits
crying maybe
or always inside
if shell let herself
but it doesnt matter
shes just fading
listening to soft, sad music
in her yellow bathtub
that she scrubbed
because she does as she is told
in her yellow bathtub
in the purple bathroom
that is never hers
but 3 other boys
dirty slopping boys
who use the yellow bathtub
it is theirs too.
all she wants is her own yellow bathtub
in her own purple bathroom
in her own yellow house
with the yellow roses and white shutters
and she shudders
pulling down the shutters
that are never white anymore
but spotted with dirt
fickled like the life she lives
in her yellow bathtub
in the purple bathroom
in her yellow house. that isnt hers at all
in her little world
deep inside of you
fading
always inside of you
but sometimes im scared you dont feel me anymore
sometimes she is scared too.
did you know that?
did you?
she is scared too, even when she shouldnt be.
dont let her be scared
stop the fading
she will stop everything else.
because she can do anything
in her yellow bathtub
that she scrubbed.
because she does as she is told.
030527
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clara peller i don't want no scrub 030527
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jenny enny dots I wish mine were purple. I hate to scrub. Cleanliness is way below godliness. 040117
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