ode_to_my_friends
Aimee alone in a world
that is cold, cruel and gray
each moment is torture
as loneliness invades

those who claimed they love me
have turned their ears and hearts
they keep their silent vigils
and my mind, heart and soul seem to rip apart

I want to close myself from them
I want to cut the apron strings
but those are my denied desires
found among other lost things.

The disenchantment of my jumbled childhood,
never prepared my spritely soul
of all the swings and gallows
of my life as a whole.

I'll never feel a touch
of pure love's paradise
the collapse of my heart's
happiness has sealed my demise

The cold world that encircles me
has been here since life's start
but hopefully it will disapate
when at last I do depart.
010726
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dB I hear you Aimee. They sit and keep a vigil in the wilderness of mirrors.
But they reflect nothing.
We reflect nothing.
You and I are alike, in that we are alone.
I hear you.
010727
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Aimee dB, I never knew you blathed here. It's nice to find someone who feels the same. 020304
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celestias shadow I love you, all of you, with all my heart. 040105
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x fuck_you 040105
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three words ode_to_my_friends mailbox patient 060407
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*Amy* to whom? 060407
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three words crude ode_to_my_friends returning 060716
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