it's_the_terror_of_not_knowing
krimilda when was the last time i made the same mistakes by feeling this same way
it's the terror of not knowing if the story is just beginning or if it ended before i blinked for the first time
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forever endeavor "There's no earthly way of knowing
which direction we are going
There's no knowing where we're rowing
or which way the river's flowing
Is it raining, is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a-blowing?
Not a speck of light is showing
So the danger must be growing
Are the fires of hell a-glowing?
Is the grisly reaper mowing?
Yes! The danger must be growing
For the rowers keep on rowing
And they're certainly not showing
Any sighs that they are slowing!"

-Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
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krimilda that made me smile... that made some of my fear run away 030203
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krimilda that made me smile... that made some of my fear run away... now... blink! 030203
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dreamer it's_the_terror_of_not_knowing that drives me away. just say you love me and that you will take me forever, and I will stay. forever. yours. 050307
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unhinged no_no

i would rather just imagine
that maybe you still love me
smothered in hugs
waking up next to you so close
i couldn't breathe
that we are both too stubborn
to pick up the phone
knowing damn well
we could hunt each other down
i miss
being suffocated by your love


now i'm just stiffled by loneliness
but i don't want to know
i can't know
that you don't miss me
the way i miss you
it's the terror of even the chance
that you
even you
were just playing games with me
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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