it's_never_enough little wonder All I've wanted, for the past several weeks...was to just talk to you. Tonight I finally have that chance, and for 2 1/2 hours...it's not even over yet. All I'm doing is sitting here crying though. I'm crying because it almost feels normal. And because you mean so much to me, but I don't think you really know how much that is. And I want you to know. I want that to mean something to you. But instead of taking a risk and telling you I'm just sitting here silently crying to myself and pretending everything is ok. Pretending that I'm calm, like you were that night. I don't know what this is anymore. I don't know what we are anymore. I don't think there's supposed to be a we, but I feel like there still is. 030526 ... Deomis i could do no right in your eyes all the time I've wasted lost forever vainly spent on you it's never enough what I do why do I try 041022 ... love & hate to just be in love. 041023 ... Staind_And_Souless To just know you're out there. I want you here. 041028 ... BitterSweetDream To be someones 041028 ... FA113N To have been the last time. 130125 ... unhinged old me: when is love ever enough? current me: it's never enough 180527 what's it to you? who go blather from