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amy the sorry scarecrower I'd be some kind of physicist, having everything to do with normal realities, and at most, the weirdest I would be, is a nanotechnologist. or maybe a librarian, still. 080709
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neesh i would have tried harder at the things that mattered. 080709
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when darkness falls i'd tell her to get back together with her ex, again. 080710
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SleepieCloud I'd probably do the same exact things.
Even if it does hurt.
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Soma I would have steered far clear of you
Like a seaman avoiding deadly coastal waters
I would have gotten out of that car
Like my instincts told me to
I would have told you I didn't like you
That I didn't love you
So I didn't have to do what I'm doing now
And end up hurting you.
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Syrope i can't imagine there was any other way to get to this place i am now. i would like to say i would have had more respect for myself, less for you. the way it should have been. but *shrug*

the last bits of ties have been torn. i guess i kept reading because i was hoping to see some sign of regret or maturity. i no longer think there's any hope of friendship. one day you'll be sorry for this loss. i've been sorry enough for the both of us these past few months. that's over now.
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