i_am_feeling jane my foot fall asleep, comforted by a prickly feeling i knew once before. i_am_listening to poets read their works... i highly recommend ezra pound's voice with a slight accent to massage your brain i_am_feeling lost in my own bubble i have created for myself so long ago i_am 030917 ... x so vaguely wondering what is next what i agreed to what i just lost why he seemed sad why i am no good for it who i will be who they will think i am my foot regains sensation i desire to sit in the ocean created by a shower in a closed bathtub 030918 ... ashmanzhou i am feeling like i feel every day for eternity battered and bruised like life is creeping back-dying by degrees breathing less each time i gasp as if im drowning myself when i fight i fail and fall i see nothing but dark there has to be a world away from this worlds beyond walls i cannot breach 030918 what's it to you? who go blather from