i_am_driven nomme by what i know not blinds me 030822 ... camille to fill my seconds with hours, to be so busy i have no quiet moment to deal with being alone, although surrounded by people i am the only one in the room they don't notice me shhh 030823 ... jezabel my breath still charges forth with heated intent, my body still aches, poised just before quivering and whispers, demands your touch. i still feel your voice at my ear, feel the tense longing that carried such electricity, that belied the potential fire between us. how do i set this aside, this scarlet torrent that has pained my whole world. even silvery tongues and thoughts and truths cannot silence this insistence, this drive, this need for something i will be forever denied. moments pass; worlds shift. somehow, time will find me free of thoughts and hopes and lusts and tastes of what i hate to dream of, and i will feel the touch of regret as i turn from such empassioned need. 030823 ... jezabel needs to edit better pained = painted 030823 ... .nom i am carried 050122 what's it to you? who go blather from