bothering
x i'm not empty. it seems like you ought to be empty before you die. not die with all these fighting sperm in your belly. it's like a horse with a broken leg, in the olde days. you could have it live a whole life of being fucked up, but why bother.
animals tend to find strange isolated corners in which to die. i doubt i'll die tonight. but when i do i think under the bridge. and i think i'll pay all the bills first, for shayne's sake. and i'll write a letter to my mom and sven. no one else will care.
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silently of course, i've been wondering why you weren't writing much... 040322
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bird then call me "no one else"

it's not too far removed from where i've been
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x i meant care as in be seriously damaged in any way 040324
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Andy Pandy dont be bothering
stop bothering me
i cant be bothering
not my bothering
go and bothering her

as we are bothering to see it is not a very versatile word
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what's it to you?
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