unreciprocated__unknown
gull darling, sometimes i wonder at you
because you’re too good to be true.

everything you do...
you’re perfection.

you’re unbelievably beautiful, baby
i sometimes think that maybe

you don’t even exist at all.
only in my mind.

but my eyes see and my ears hear...
i know that you’re really quite near.

yet so far.
so far away.

you’re out of my reach forever.
will i touch you? no, never.

and it kills me.
it really kills me.

i think of you each day
the yearning never goes away.

good, i need it.
i’d be lost without it.

why do you make me feel so weak?
you steal my words and i can’t speak.

i love you madly
and you don’t even know it.
020323
...
unhinged because you are madly in love with him
and i could never burden you
with my love
you would hate to know
the pain you cause me
everyday that i see you
and know that you could
never be mine
030301
...
unhinged or to know that
you could have been mine
if he wouldn't have
taken advantage of you
030327
...
no reason not_even_just_friends 030327
...
unhinged or

just_friends
080901
...
unhinged still
my tongue stays tied


somehow
it's easier for it to be unreciprocated
when it remains unknown
141207
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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