the_big_sleep the fearsome croco-stimpy "Uhh, Ren...What's 'the big sleep'?" "DEATH YOU EEDIOT!, DEATH! YOU KNOW WHAT DEAD IS?! IT'S WHAT WE'RE GONNA BE IF WE DON'T GET OUTTA HERE!!!!" 020706 ... . for in that sleep of death, what dreams may come? 090219 ... jane not the little sleep, not le petit mort 090220 ... In_Bloom Today is that day that finally came for him, four years ago. I'm told he looked out the window and was talking to himself until around 2am. All the while I was asking him to hold on until I could get a flight there, I'm sure he knew but time didn't matter anymore. Every year now I wonder why I'm not yet released from mourning, confident he mourns for nothing at all. 090220 ... jane le_petit_mort 090220 ... somebody "Psychodynamic theorists often postulate that suicidal guilt seeks punishment, and thus suicide is a sort of self-execution. But Baumeister’s theory largely rejects this interpretation; rather, in his model, the appeal of suicide is loss of consciousness, and thus the end of psychological pain being experienced. And since cognitive therapy isn’t easily available—or seen as achievable—by most suicidal people, that leaves only three ways to escape this painful self-awareness: drugs, sleep and death. And of these, only death, nature’s great anesthesia, offers a permanent fix." 101022 what's it to you? who go blather from