sunshine_in_my_dreams dare to see it true i_can_fly_inside_it 171108 ... f i flew in my dream the other night. last night i bought a house, one side of it was on the edge of a paddy field and the other side was at the end of a busy muticutural street in london. the house was quite big but it needed new carpets and the wallpaper was that granny sticking out pattern stuff. the house came with two old pianos and the next door neighbour had a big pig that came to the fence for feeding when ever you were in the garden. I was planning on renting out at eat one room but there were fleas and the whole place needed a huge amount of money to make it liveable. if you left the house via the paddy field, you would get local people wearing sarongs trying to sell you there wears. The house used to be a tea shop also, on the outside was about ten big signs lit up saying different things in different languages, some of them needed new bulbs and some of them flickered. Th woman across the road told me that the tibetan shop was interested to buy one of the signs but to remove it from the house would be a big job. 171108 ... autosacophagisticselfdevouring my dreams are dark lost after midnight dreams. my days, i don't cry anymore. i can't, locked inside all there is is rage fuck you sunlight fuck you hope 171117 ... unhinged i don't dream much anymore. it's like even my imagination needs a break from reality 171118 what's it to you? who go blather from