spare_me
Dafremen (lies)
r.dafremen

Spare me
The shame of knowing
my estimation of you was wrong
That all of the memories we shared
were wasting space there all along
inside my brain
Should I refrain
while you look me in the eye
and tell me
that you ain't done nothin' wrong?

I listened
at the door of the hotel room
where I thought I saw your car
Heard the sounds you'd made for me
mixed in with another's groan
I felt the pain just then
For one moment
burning-stung, then gone
faded away
Things aren't the same
since it seared like steam
released from cabbage leaves
in the eggrolls in my car
See I was headed home
Thought I'd find you here alone
You're just arriving though
The food once hot for you
grown cold
Go ahead tell me again
how you ain't done nothin' wrong?
030928
...
snuff i didn't
if it's there i'm allowed to look at it
but i might be better off if i didn't though
my imagination gets the best of me and i expect to be storm trooped any second

too late now

i am ignorable
u can pretend i don't exist
i will pretend what i always read is purely sci-fi adventure pal
040209
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from