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chris This is life, with order, in perfection, in its beauty.

A warm rush flows through the brain in less than a second after pulling the trigger. Comfort surrounds your mental state, followed quickly by physical comfort, as if being cradled by a tender, caring entity, protecting you from all anxieties, misfortunes, bad feelings: these have all been forgotten. Any part of your life that was out of place now fits perfectly like a puzzle. Every part of life seems to be happily repaired. A grand sense of euphoria surrounds every sense, while each cell in the human body is treated to a warm bath of pleasure, accompanied by an indescribable gravity that only adds to the pleasure and overall bodily sensation. But the bodily sensation isn’t what makes the experience so incredible. It is experiencing life as if it were perfect.
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polly jean tell me
tell me
tell me
please
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unhinged oxys
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heroin
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unhinged (once life is perfect
imperfect is never good enough
ever again)
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unhinged 'it's not perfect dear. far from it. doing drugs does not make life perfect. it only delays our own ability to comprehend just how not perfect it is.' 081021
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