its_not_enough_and_its_plenty dondeestanlosjaguares not even my own writing matches up to what my heart feels it's like a never ending battle between reason and feelings i lose myself in thought when i get swept by my emotions causing a sea of disarray in my fragile sense of self reliance i need you and can't have you i want you but you aren't around desperately seeking a way out of here trying to find an escape hope is minimal but it is enough i live for love and i love you what more could do me harm yet make me feel so complete then this relation of real pain uncontrollable circumstances and true love. . . 040705 ... once again It's not enough to live like this but it's all that I can handle. 040705 ... dandy climbing a rope you get a grip then change it shift your weight and climb to the other end of the rope or wherever you feel you can stop you are never lost, only disoriented and tired. 050504 what's it to you? who go blather from