in_dier_need_of_cuddling hsg sad, a bit. 081227 ... Soma I curl up, hugging a pillow. It's not you, but it will have to do. I close my eyes and remember your face. I remember those words. How could I forget? I so desperately wish you were here. I wish my mother was awake to just hug me. I miss being held. But this house is silent as a tomb, and I have only memories to cling to. 081227 ... Ouroboros hugs!!!!! 081228 ... In_Bloom Yes, especially in brrrrrrr weather 081228 ... hsg my pillow had a talk with me... apparently we're better off just as friends. i've never felt so rejected from a pillow. 081230 ... In_Bloom My pillow doesn't speak My pillow laughs at me- but only when I look away If I turn my head real quick, my pillow goes silent And if I try to drink to make myself sleepy? Oh Oh then, my pillow begins to talk cruelties My pillow will whisper my name in voices not allowed 081230 what's it to you? who go blather from