i_lost_myself
jane
this
is
what
you
get
031020
...
no reason
when
you
mess
with
us
031020
...
x
for
a
minute
there
031020
...
Freak
long
ago
and
Im
afraid
of
the
person
I
am
now
finding
031021
...
Death of a Rose
to
you
and
you
didn't
leave
a
forwarding
address
031021
...
Syrope
and
it's
a
little
unsettling
that
i
haven't
even
started
posting
"
lost
self
" posters
or
asking
around
.
its
more
unsettling
that
i
changed
my
hairstyle
and
started
taking
different
routes
to
class
.
i
don't
miss
me
.
031022
...
firefly
that's
just
peachy
,
good
,
then
it's
over
.
040802
...
arwyn
Somewhere
.
I
don't
know
where
it
was
.
I
lost
me
when
I
was
with
Logan
,
but
found
myself
again
afterwards
.
Somewhere
though
,
I
lost
my
passion
.
My
violin
and
piano
gather
dust
as
I
search
for
inspiration
for
them
.
I
color
in
mandalas
and
run
.
It
passes
the
time
.
I
feel
like
an
imposter
as
a
writer
.
There's
no
paycheck
waiting
for
me
at
the
end
of
this
book
,
or
the
next
,
or
a
novella
,
or
a
book
of
poetry
.
Yet
,
still
I
write
.
I
don't
recognize
this
version
of
me
.
I
don't
know
where
she
came
from
or
even
that
she
was
lurking
inside
.
Hopefully
this
means
I'll
be
able
to
say
i_found_myself
someday
,
but
for
now
...
I
just
don't
see
my
way
through
this
forest
.
181011
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
