hidden_meaning
light blue words is it fate that draws these words?
there is nothing left to say but still
a force inside me pushes out
hidden deep within my soul, can you find
meaning in my madness?
in my furied outbursts?
all I know is that the words do not stop
of what they mean I cannot say
this is madness. meaning: nothing.

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light blue words growing out of the distance, slowly
less boredom, less tired
and hopefully a
little more
happy

in a countdown.
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love & hate Everything you say, everything you do,
you are hiding something, something i am unaware of.
You never tell me, you never talk to me, you never tell me how you feel.
When you told me you loved me,
was there hidden meaning behind that?
Did you mean something else,
or did you feel obliged to say it?
Why wont you tell me what your hidden meanings are?
The things you hide from everyone else about me,
the things only you know,
the things that i too, should know,
please tell me, the truth, that is what i want, what are your hidden meanings.
Everything you say, everything you do,
i can see hidden meanings behind them,
tell me what they are,
i love you always,
tell me... please.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from