he_will_never mon know me the way i am now i_will_never read the words he never sent the words so cruely did he bleed himself for me of me the drops of rain they fell and how they fall through the holes in his heart the crumpled papers he had warned me of he_will_never search for me he_is_gone he can't be found where i_left_him i must find my own way out of this crash i will crawl my limbs i will tear from the wreckage i am limping along the road and i can see no_one in this night there are no lights from passing cars he_will_never come back i will never make it so with amulets not with incantations could i raise the dead 030824 ... endless desire -come around when the sound breaks through the outer core of existance -learn that maturity has nothing to do with age but behavior -watch me dance after i crawl out of bed, holding a coffee mug in one hand and your heart in the other 040505 ... Strideo live life as a cyborg ... 040505 what's it to you? who go blather from