confession_of_a_compulsive_liar jamais plus it kills me the way they tumble merrily out of my mouth. almost innocently. I mean, how can that be right? it's just so easy, too easy by far. and then, the truth - well it's almost impossible now. I told him I did too and I thought it would make him happy that I felt like he did or said I did so what if it wan't quite true I said it and he smiled. for a little while. but now, now, now, now, now... he looks and waits for me to say again the little words so pleasing to his ears and I hate myself for ever saying them at all. I don't. I won't. I - can't. 031009 ... moi non plus maybe he feels the same. maybe he was lying to himself when he thought he knew you and loved you. maybe he's not waiting for you to say it anymore. maybe not though, who knows? 031009 ... stork daddy you two know each other? 031009 ... moi non plus could just be coincidence, but it sounds like her, like us. 031009 ... sab im afraid i dont believe you 050727 ... . "I'm not a nymphomaniac. I'm a compulsive liar." 050727 ... alephnaught I am a compulsive liar But in saying that I am saying the truth And this is a contradiction (They killed a robot on Star Trek with that argument, you know...) 050728 what's it to you? who go blather from