chain_reaction
Risen
Six
years
ago
today
,
the
first
step
in
a
chain
reaction
happened
.
It
sent
my
entire
life
off
the
rails.
A
selfish
person
,
some
alcohol
, negligent
doctors
,
a
clueless
support
network
.
For
half
that
time
,
I
thought
I
was
getting
past
the
worst
of
it
.
I
thought
I
was
on
the
road
to
recovery
.
Now
I
know
better
.
The
spiral
is
all
downward
,
and
the
way
out
is
unclear
.
Butterfly
effects
have
been
on
my
mind
a
lot
lately
171223
...
j
i
understand
.
180105
...
unhinged
everyone
has
a
line
after
all
these
years
of
battered_woman_syndrome
i
let
you
have
it
for
once
and
the
thought
of
never
hearing
from
you
again
didn't
break
my
heart
oh_well
there
is
only
so
much
any
one
human
being
is
willing
to
endure
180105
...
unhinged
(
you
broke
the
limits
of
my
steadfastness)
180105
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from