bitter_spring misstree in love i feel like the ugly duckling, always glanced over, dismissed as misstress while other girls get hearts warmed, not just beds. spring's giddy dance reminds me that my blooming is broken, that this cycle is a solitary one. i will dance with a hundred boys and they will all be gone in the morning. 070329 ... unhinged maybe it was only perfect because we knew it couldn't last forever just a blip and now i have this perfection in my life or maybe just the memory of it and i don't know what to do with it happiness dissolving into reality that i want you all the time and i just can't have you but i fall asleep at night with a smile on my face thinking about you in my bed 070329 ... demure oh... whos dat? i saw this butchers shop... i don't know.. i never saw it before... i am dispexic so i have a query it was either called Brian Roberts or Brain Roberts... i must must be tripping out big time. god i'm such a nutter ! 070329 what's it to you? who go blather from