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sixteen likes rilo kiley wasting the best years of my life. 031001
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Syrope that you don't consider what we did as anything special - you may or may not have a girlfriend and you were really tired. ok, well thats why i asked you in the dark if you had a girlfriend. you said no.
"if you don't like where this is going, you'd better say something now"
and you said it's too much like a dream, you forget that it happened sometimes. and that's ok. you said i was an education. but you'll never know what you did for me
i didn't go into that night wanting something lasting. i didn't let myself think that i'd be what you wanted more than the girl down the road.

but you showed me
you helped me remember
what it was like before i felt unsafe with him
what it was like before i felt robbed and shamed by him

you gave me back something really important, and i while i might want more from you, i'm happy with what i've got :)

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