a_pain_i_do_not_know dafremen Within these eyes are tears longing to run free They do not know the meaning of their desire There is no sadness, for sadness requires emotion Of this I am bereft Within this heart perhaps is love, longing to be felt I do not know the meaning of this emotion There is no love, no hate, for hate requires a feeling From which I have been kept And though the days may have been pleasant without the pain Still embracing it perhaps would have been better still Better twice again To have known the fire that burns the soul beneath the skin A thousand times more pleasant than the coldness that I know I am a mind, nothing more Do not look to me for empathy, for sympathy or understanding The answers that your soul seeks aren't forthcoming There is no heart here There is nothing here but empty wishes for a pain I do not know. 041206 ... jolt I came to blather feeling that. Left feeling the opposite. 041207 what's it to you? who go blather from