under_all_this
mon underneath all_of_this
what_is_left
so_fragile without a shell
susceptible

beneath this crust this surface a world unaccustomed to eyes
030829
...
oldephebe mon - such gleaming emerald estuaries 030829
...
notme one day there will be nothing left


i will be born
031215
...
pd under all this
is pink.

pink, pink i
hate
what it means
and yet

under all this
i am pink. every
shade.
031215
...
neverisalways there is no truth
and you get deeper
and you forget freedom
and all theother trivialities
of the ought and the should have
It melts away
under all this there is
one simple now
and that is beautiful
and empty
040106
...
newme beautiful never 040715
...
witchesrequiem Are pieces held together by mere flesh...
no! you can't solve it's puzzle..if I could I would free myself from this vessel or finish what has been left as complicated homework.
040715
...
monee a girl, my self
a life, my own
041223
...
unhinged i just want someone i can exchange real hugs and wordless_conversations with everyday 041223
...
littlemissbossywossy i_will_find_you 041224
...
nom) what always was is 051114
...
oren is code.

Cold and uncaring code.

But, on_top of all this_is_blather; a world of expression, warm with life_blood.
051114
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from