libation sabbie and all i ever catch is a glimpse. just a glimpse, only ever a glimpse, and only ever a tiny glimpse of you. such a frustrating experience. sometimes i feel that it's as if i'm standing in the midnight snow peering through a minute window. the view is so beautiful, but the knowledge that the microscopic fragment that fills my gaze is only a such a tiny part of a glorious masterpiece that i cannot ever truly know, is slowly killing me. i have never wished so hard that i might become alice so i could climb through your window to become part of your warm and beautiful life. the tiny window is stuck fast, and no need nor want nor yearning will ever be able to open it. these things cannot be coerced into compliance. but i am almost content to be the little match girl, to stand out here in the snow, basking in your fragmented golden light, 'til the dawn finds me, cold, and blue, lying dead on the pavement, still smiling from the divine revelations of the night. 010522 ... can you say stalker? 050702 what's it to you? who go blather from