im_gonna_sit_here ( and bitch about my friends some more. dammit. i wish i could just tell them. but i cant. because i like them sometimes. and sometimes, i just want to be alone. i like walking to school. it gives me time to be alone. its such a good feeling. just walking, at my own pace, and enjoying my music, and not paying attention to whats going on around me. they dont understand me. we got our report cards this week. 6 A's, 2 B's and a C. is what i got. they started calling me a nerd. you have no idea how much i hate that. and they wouldnt even listen to me. i wanted to bitch at them so bad, but they didnt care. and so i just sat there. as always. i want new friends. thats why i keep going online. trying to see if i can find any cool people. and i can be myslef. but ofcourse i cant. and so i come here. 021207 what's it to you? who go blather from