the_past_few_days nom have been crazy and i don't know when it'll end when can i breathe? inniu? amárach? today? tomorrow? the last month , yes a month now i know you can't believe it nomme but it's true, a month has passed and the fire is still burning 4 kilometres above in the creeks they said if it hadn't started to rain we would have been gone already with those fierce winds on the ridge oh_my_gosh who knows when they'll let us back if we go will there be anything left will our homes be saved will we get enough rain will it be a dry windy autumn so scared last_night aréir watching the moon come up i thought it was flames at first those first few big bright beams of the moon how appropriate to see on_monday de_luan sweet luna up from the cradle of night arose then in_an_instant vanished wholly into the black smoke sleep now sleep there is no use in fighting sleep anois faoi bhrón 030909 ... monee a letter i wrote to myself, the_fire 041228 what's it to you? who go blather from