the_first_time
oren
It
was
in
the
back
of
my
Pinto
station
wagon
with
a
beautiful
girl
during
my
junior
year
in
high_school
.
051030
...
peyton
crawling
back
to
the
first
time
making
it
repeat
with
someone
else
but
it's
still
the
first
time
the
beautiful
first
time
nothing
before
nothing
after
until
next
time
when
it's
the
first
time
humanity
expects
you
demand
the
first
time
every
time
i
love
you
remake
your
first
time
make
it
with
someone
else
break
our
first
time
because
then
precious
it
never
happened
060224
...
emmi
it's
strange
when
things
become
too
private
for
blather
.
i
don't
like
the
feeling
.
060224
...
shhh... its a secret
those
are
what
red
is
for
060224
...
emmi
does
red
show
up
in
google
?
060225
...
Why...
of
course
it
does
!
060225
...
not saying...
but
you
can
use
a
new
identity
.
060225
...
ivyducktwilightseto
i'm
sure
I
will
be
drunk
and
i'm
sure
it
will
still
be
awkward
and
weird
i
love
my
problems
with
intimacy
...
of
any
kind
.
060225
...
peyton
a
couple
of
years
ago
i
drove
by
the
place
of
my
first
time
the
house
was
gone
bulldozed.
it
was
just
an
empty
lot
.
I
don't
think
I've
every
felt
so
certain
that
I
could
never
go
back
.
101121
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from