sucks_the_marrow_from_my_mind daf I see them again, Lord. The way they are..and it shames me. To love them is my purpose, but I couldn't take it anymore, so I closed my eyes and started swinging. I'm so tired of taking it, Lord. I'm so tired..some days I just don't want to be in this one anymore. I don't know if I can believe in them..it hurts too much. I get so fed up with the insanity..Wake UP! Wake uP!..the feeling grows in me like an infection. I become so disillusioned sometimes that it sucks the marrow from my mind and leaves me empty. I'm so tired of being taken for granted. I'm so tired of being misunderstood. It's a beautiful life, but I'm so tired of being here this time, Lord. Oh to be THERE again already, Lord. For these growing pains to be over. To look into their eyes and see recognition again..like the first time. Like in the beginning..when it was all new...and the show had just begun. I love you. - - 111113 ... ... Are you finally admitting that you're a bonehead? Sorry but I couldn't pass up an opportunity like that. 111113 ... daf You know damned well I'm a sucker for a bad pun. Apology accepted. 111113 what's it to you? who go blather from