punishing_myself trin i ate too much this weekend i've been eating too much all the time. so now i must punish myself. i can't eat. because i'm fat. i'm not. but i believe i am. so i can't eat. even if i try. 020805 ... squint get your mind set and its stone and some other part works and tells you to eat but the food refuses to agree with your mouththroatstomach, cus that just won't do. this just won't do. 020805 ... endless desire punishment. don't even try to be good enough. im sorry, but just don't even try. the words of the defeated sting and sink deep into her mind. 031003 ... Lemon_Soda Your greatest enemy and harshest persecutor is your own mind. 031003 ... misstree go to your room, and think about what you've done. you can come out when you're ready to apologize. you can't keep doing this. what am i going to do with you? 031003 ... Death of a Rose Oral fixation addiction, just like any other, maybe pick another, like anal retentiveness or take up smoking, filing things under the letter G, soaring in waves of blue, stapling "The sooner you fall behind, the more time you'll have to catch up" on every telephone pole in your 'villa/burg/town/outpost/fort/city/metropolis/hut/franchise' 031014 ... . . 050125 what's it to you? who go blather from