never_give_in Photophobe As I walked into the room, every head turned, and everyone lapsed into silence. Do you know how scary that is? Not like 5 or 10 people. like 30 or 40 people all stopped to look at me with looks that burned with reproach. But nobody said anything. they all tore their eyes away from the boy who made a stupid mistake when he was drunk, and pretended like it wasn't the most obvious thing in the world. And people have the nerve to ask why I left so quickly. I gave the host his present, ate a bit of cake, and left. It was too uncomfortable. SO I won't make that mistake again. No matter how drunk I am, I'll never do it. I don't know what was bad about it.. I wasn't betraying anything I wasn't doing anything they wouldn't have. I guess it was just them recognising the fact that I'd stooped to their level. 010904 ... Aimee but in some situations... it's okay. And in some it's DAMN hard not to. 010905 what's it to you? who go blather from