mamihlapinatapai
snook A look shared by two people with each
wishing that the other will initiate something that both desire but
which neither one wants to start.
Word from the yahgan language now spoken by only one man. The word holds a record in Guinness for being the word with the least amount of letters to hold the most meaning.
100909
...
unhinged we exchanged that look one day




photographic_memory
100910
...
unhinged denial
denial
denial


and suddenly i am ten years younger
too afraid to make a move
because i didn't want to lose my friend



not to mention
all the shades of stormy grey
that move in on us
because you don't see yourself with a woman
(even though when you watch porn
you watch women
even though you clearly were mad
about the woman that disappeared from your life
after you slept with her)

not again
not this again

*sigh*
190801
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from