kai Dank I absolutely love the Kai! 041006 ... Dank But does Kai love me...? You don't wait for me at my locker anymore. You don't call me. When I call you, you bearly talk to me. You don't look at me in the morning when I come up to you. You leave me when your friends leave. You don't make eye contact with me. You don't try to make me feel better. What am I supposed to think...? You made me obsessed with you. I tried to push you away, but you, you wanted to be closer, despite your other important lover. You... wanted me to kiss you. I am at some fault.. I should have said "No." I should have kept my emotions for you quiet. I should have let us just stay friends. I am at equal fault... I am so afraid of you now... I am afraid of denial... Rejection. I can't be myself. The fleeting moments I am myself, you don't take notice. Or do you? Am I just thiking too hard? I want us to be better, even if not lovers--for now. Talk to me. And don't answer my greetings with "Hi" when you aren't upset. You know I hate that. I love you. Dayui Damei. 041011 ... Dank And I told you... And you didn't know. You were with him, instead. 041015 ... Dank And I cannot breath. 041126 ... Dank I am dead 050217 what's it to you? who go blather from