i_want_i_desire stork daddy i want i desire. i want to say it. i just want you to know it. i don't want to have to try. but you aren't me. and this understanding, though it is the only one is thought un-nuanced. so i must use the clumsy gloves of your memories. of things we agree on. i have to talk about ferris wheels and stupid fucked up summer nights with friends we didn't really like but are primary because we were young and hated our parents at the time. and i have to talk about the rolling stones just because they make us both feel like fucking. but really all it amounts to is your burning eyes, which you can't really see anyways, and my desire. my desire which those nouns don't equate to. which i don't have any representation for but this eyelid opener that keeps me from sleeping, and which i can tell you about in the hopes you've felt the same sleeplessness. but really, let's face it, no matter what picture anyone paints you all they really wanted to say was i wish, i desire, is it enough yet? 040930 ... Jurisprudence To feel desired. To feel needed. To feel valued. To feel loved. To feel chosen. 100425 what's it to you? who go blather from