i_turned_down_a_chance peyton they called this evening i heard the alcohol in his voice he asked the question i wanted to hear that glittering world beckoned the girl of my dreams riches and fame powerful and tearless possibility and tantalization the night of my life but i've waited too long and now i said no i've given up 050811 ... serenade I turned down an invitation to go to the top of the World Trade Center. I was feeling lazy that day. Whatever. I live ten minutes away, I can always go some other time. It's not going anywhere... A week later it was gone. And I never got to see the view from the top. 070910 ... bet you that you're sort of disappointed about that? 070911 ... lost ah shit give me a chance card. i'll get a free lift in someones trailer caravan, they won't know, it might even take me to the right place. 070912 ... Ouroboros to work for suicidegirls 070912 what's it to you? who go blather from