and_life_goes_on mahayana with or without you. 090127 ... unhinged the moments with you an eyeblink the moments without you an eternity 090127 ... Syrope i need you to not needle away at my relationship with someone you've never even met. really? you think he's with me because i have engineering degrees, and people with engineering degrees have lots of money? what? and you? someone who hasn't worked in decades? why are you with my dad? and maybe if when my voice cracked when i said "it's too late. removing the growths won't fix anything, the cells that control my sense of smell have already been destroyed" if you didn't go "well i mean, what are you going on about? of all your senses, smell is the one you should be least worried about. you don't NEED smell" then i might tell you that there's also a chance my nose will end up deformed as a result of the procedure. though i didn't. i guess i figured you'd tell me it is a good chance to get an insurance-covered nose job. i mean, i don't want to have to worry about losing ANY of my senses. it's ridiculous. i was scared. i needed you to be a mom. i won't make that mistake again. 090127 what's it to you? who go blather from