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blueberries_for_you you have within you all the wonder to announce another passage of the happy moment, yet you lack the will to bring forth the song already inside.

believe in yourself. confidence is a virtue. self deprecation makes you an empty bell, when you should be ringing forth the day's exultations.
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katdaddy well! hell nel brown cal, dont just stand dare; pick up da gol darn thing and hooker back up! [ther. all fixed.] 020313
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lycanthrope i've got the clap but no clapper, nothing to make my inner contours known in sound...nothing.

Like take today for instance.
I was walking through the mud,
then my shoes got wet,
can't walk through the mud.
I should've known better.
Sure it feels squishy, calm, cool, slipping for a second,
but then after that your feet are wet,
sloshy with regret.
Being bogged down is so seductive, untill you try again to be airy,
to walk without the feeling of sediment and earth and suction.
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