a_year_later
unhinged i still love_you
even after all the shit
you put me through


i keep trying to convince myself
i don't want you
need you
but then tears leak out
telling me that's not true


a_year_ago
i ran into on a bus
tomorrow i have the same gig at the mall
that led me to you
on the bus




all i can say
is
there's something about you
that makes me want to not give up

i wish i could put a name to it
and put_it_to_bed
101202
...
unhinged i ran into *you* on the bus
and i have the same pills in my pill box
101202
...
... and i am trying to erase the imprint you left on me but you are a tattoo on my soul that must have been meant to be there.

i still see you everywhere in my waking_life and wonder if you're okay.
101203
...
unhinged you are mad at me
jealous

flinging unsolicited_advice
left and right


being a dick
and labeling it 'honest'


when i'm always holding back
to spare your feelings

(i kinda hate you now
sadly)
110309
...
unhinged i asked you to be there
and there you were not



as long as it took
lesson_learned




finally
110507
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from