living_in_a_karmic_hell
unhinged youngstown
ytown 		071202
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unhinged y_town

(.......) 		071202
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unhinged the questions he asked me illuminated the path of the dharma in my life



and it was an amazing path
to think of that place
the person i was in that place
and now
who i am right now
because of the_four_seals



it was an illuminating conversation
thank you friend
i might go to meditation group next week



hey
i'll go if you'll go 		071202
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unhinged pre_buddha


it was painful
the_pain_of_enlightenment ? 		071202
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unhinged the_enlightenment_of_pain








(......) 		071202
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birdmad the_persistence_of_memory

all_my_sins_remembered
(oh, but they were some memorable sins, though.) 		071203
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minnesota_chris I always see the same faces living in the karmic hell, it makes me wonder if they have any way of moving away, or if they would even want to. 071204
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unhinged for most
moving away
just a barely realized fantasy
and even those that did
came back
their suffering
and the delusion
(imagined importance)
of the italian blood family
some kind of strong magnet 		071204
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unhinged unrequited_love

from me to them
from him(s) to me
photographic_memory




and sometimes i magically wish
i could just push a button
flip a switch
and feel the same 		090402
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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